N@+@L!@ Hel>R!K@ !@N

2005-01-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Hey peeps...da 2005...cepat giler seh..hmmm now we r all leaving the year 2004 and leaving all the past behind...so, there's a new year ahead and new things will appear without us knowing...haiz...takut aku nak jalani tahun yang akan dtg ni...cabaran² yang bakal menjelma tanpa ku sedar...all i want is not to repeat my mistakes which i've made in the past years...insya'allah...mesti krg semua tertanye-tanye what's my resolution fer the coming year kan?? my resolution is to go on a diet (jgn ketawe), to change myself , to find a good guy fer myself, to keep away all my problemz....arggh tak bole angkat sak...banyak masalah yang dtg satu persatu mcm air yang mengalir...ARGGHHH!!!! da la malas la aku nak fikirkan...so, yesterday me and my sis went to watch movie and then lepak jap then balik umah my sis...tido sane then cannot sleep sak..hmmm today tak gi ane²...dok umah watch movie jer..haiz...k la that's it...take care guyz...gd luck on ur coming year...muakz luv all

2004-12-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

hello peeps....sori eh da lame tak update...computer sakit la...da 1 month + seh...gile comp aku..hehe ok la btw life when as pernormal but ade sikit2 things happened in between...i can't say la cause its about my life...kenape eh kalau kite buat baik dgn org lain pon ade org nak benci nagn kite...pelik la...hmmm manusia manusia...pelik la aku...tak takot ke drg dgn yang atas 2?? haiz.....*sign* la aku tak tau la nak ckp ape lagi...keluarge aku pon ade bnyk masalah...bingit aku BINGIT!! bole jadi gile seh aku..hmmm aku pon tak tau la nak ckp ape lagi...k la i'll update next tyme okie...take care guyz...muakz

2004-11-17T09:12:00.000+08:00

hello guys...slamat hari raya..hehe my day fer the past few days was ok la...the first and second day of hari raya was quite boring cause we came back home early...bosan seh this yr...hmmm first day , instead of coming back home at 2+am like usuall, we came back at 10+pm...walao like wat seh...then the second day i was sick that's y we came back early...sempot la..hehe till today i'm sick...maybe today not going werk la...hmm c how la eh..hehe took so many pix and i'll upload as soon as i finish jln raye k..hehe ok la i wanna rest cause badan lemah giler..hehe to my sis, kak d, don't be sad ok and to kak raudah, come back soon ,me and kak d need u..ok la..that's it fer today...bubbyez..muakz

2004-11-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...like pernormal didn't post fer a while...been bz and lazy lately..hehe ok la let me summarise...werk went well...my sis raudah da pergi...boo hoo...didn't get the chance to meet her sey...rindu sey...on my b'day baru die balik..so sad u know...ok la btw yesterday me and my sis, kak d, went to geylang..reach at about 6 then walk2, buy food and then sit under blok and break fast...kenyang gile i tell u...sampai kite tak bole bangon seh..perut kembong je...then after sitting fer about half an hour we jln2 kat bazaar...all we bought was food...hehe banyak plastic bags of food...tamak seh..hehethen take cab home...then reach home ingat kan nak chill eh tapi my sis and bro faught...punye la bingit...mcm siak kan...hmmm then my abg la tendang pintu toilet sampai kene my head...ouch da migrane then benjol pulak 2...then gi dok bwh blok...nasib baik aku tak lari rumah..kalau tak tau la drg...hmm then i sleep la...
today, didn't do much...just sit at home...then buat inai kat my hand..lawa tau..hehe k la later nak sleep...then tomorow nak gi geylang lagi ngan my mom, my dad, my adek and my sis...ok la that's all..btw to all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...kalau i ade salah silap ke terkasar bahase ke maaf kan ya...itu semue hanya gurauan berkasih je..hehe ok la c ya..muakz

2004-11-02T07:53:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...didn't write fer a long tyme..as usuall bz la..hehe let c wat should i tell u about..hmm

ok werk was fine but the last fer days was a tired day fer me at werk...penat giler nye..hehe but then ok la..hehe so been toking with this guy fer about a week now but we haven't meet..wonder how he look like..hmm *wonder* he's my 2nd bro's friend actually..hehe ok la

then yesterday kan i went to saloon to perm,colour,highlight and treatment my hair sia...hehe the outcome is very nice u know...i went at about 1+pm then sit untill my butt pain then at 4+pm my sistaz, kak di and kak raudah, came..they also do perm but kak raudah do color and highlight also..hehe the three sistaz rambut same..hehe lawa tau..hehe then break fast kat saloon kau..hehe imagine la sweet and sour ayam, black pepper beef, sweet sambal fish, baby squid , telor and vegetables...hehe sedap...yum yum...after that we , me, kak di, kak raudah, kak mimi and kak nana, lepak kat blakang mrt...ramai tgk kite tau..hehe *perasan* then after that went home..hehe best tau then today werk sampai thursday...OH TIDAK....tak sanggup seh 3 hari...tgk la maybe thursday ambik mc la tlg my mom buat kuih if there's really in need of help *i hope*...hehe ok la i wanna rest fer awhile...hehe that's all...muakz

ps : to that someone, i da update, bace puas2..hehe *winkz*

2004-10-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...have been staring at this comp since 11+am..hehe checked my AM then chat with some frens...didn't fast fer two days already and with valid reason...on thursday morning, at werk , i vomitted alot...my supervisor asked me to rest and don't go in my werkplace till i'm ok but i continued vomitting till 9+am...after werk me,my mom and ris'qi went to clinic..kene injection...sakit tau...setelah sekian lame seh...boo hoo...then after that went home, took some medication then sleep ill 6+pm then eat medicine again then sleep till 1+am then watched tv etc etc till now la...hehe can't sleep already..oh ya actually i have OT today but my supervisor asked me to rest at home..hehe actually wira also dun allow me to go fer OT...takot aku depikat org kot..hehe k la i wanna eat(jgn mara) take care...bubbyez...muakz

2004-10-20T08:18:00.000+08:00

hello peeps..me just came back from werk...tired + sleepy..changed the song already..i just simply love siti sarah..hehe she's cute isn't she?? what happened at werk?? hmm faught with my LA..she didn't let me out fer a short break at 11+...cause she says that i've already eaten at 7...wahlao she expect me only to eat twice a day after 110+hrs of fasting...crazy...then i complain to my supervisor..hehe by right we are not supposed to go fer break la but my supervisor allow ur to go...lebih punye org la itu LA...then me and wira tak gadoh lagi..yea yea..hehek la nak sleep...gonne werk 2 days more and then one day OT (overtyme) on Sat..hehe ok la that's it..bubbyez...muakz

2004-10-18T13:13:00.000+08:00

hello gang...been disturbing my webbie and making changes from 9+am...hehe dun have anything better to do...hehe nice rite my photo...hehe tired la...puase kate kan...hehe wanna sleep later...btw wira called me just now...he just finished his class and now he's eating...yum yum..he didn't went to werk on sat cause he was sick...kesian...k la i wanna wait 4 his call then wanna sleep...no energy la...hehe chaoz

2004-10-15T05:56:00.000+08:00

hello all...long long time i didn't post..hehe bz la...lazy some more...nothink much happened this few days just that its been a week i didn't see wira...he took mc fer 2 days cause he's sick...kesian...wah see how tyme pass...its already the fasting month...so guys, jangan tak pose tau..hehe oh ya btw went to johore with my 2nd sis on wednesday to pleat my hair...nice u know..2 bad i can't put it here...its just temporary...but still its very nice..hehe so my fellow bloggers, bile nak gi geylang?? confirm packing org...kalau nak gi ajak jgn tak ajak tau..hehe ok la tyme to wake my bros up...to all muslim bloggers SELAMAT BERPUASE...

2004-09-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

hello guys...sori i didn't update anything since i caem back from chalet..actually nothink happened la its just that i faught with wira and he didn't came to werk on friday and saturday cause he found out that i drink too much on wednesday...wah!! he's so angry at me u know..hehethen on saturday i'm in no mood to werk so i ask permission from my supervisor to sleep fer about an hour..hehe abang tak dtg, adek sakit ar..hehe btw yesterday i went to meet dee and suzi at westmall...after that we went to dee's house and akin and awin were there waiting fer us to come back..hehe at there we just lepak je...then to d-zel:jgn sakit hati kalau dpt tau i go dee's house...so, i guess that's it today i'm werking till thursday..so, take care guys...can't wait to meet abg..hehe k la...bubbyez..muakz

2004-09-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...just came back from chalet...wah i'm so exhausted sey...let me summarise a bit on what actually happened...
TUESDAY
me and some of my frens (m'sian ladies) went to pasir ris...reach there at about 10+am...reach our room and then just rest...i'm the only malay there and the rest all chinese...they talk i just kept quiet...actually i'm a bit bored la...no one to talk to me but at night, there's someone to talk to me....some more frens came and my supervisor came...then we slept...
WEDNESDAY
this day was the great day for me...at 1pm all the programmes starts...the first event was ice-breaking game...it's just a get to know each other game...hehe fun fun fun...then the second game was puzzle game and continue with win-losse or draw...more fun...then its treasure hunt...wah i'm so exhausted...run everywhere to search for the things....after was lucky draw..then its barbecue...yum yum...hehe the food was delicious...:) then its the best couple contest....guess who are the couple for my group?? me!! and this philipine guy...hehe we act and dance cha-cha...haha he's so romantic...hehe then we're called the couple of the year..haha so paiseh...after that me and my frens went swimming...then just fag and more fagging through out the day...i couldn't get to sleep the whole day till today...after this i'll surely flat...i'll upload the pixies later on..btw, on wednesday me,my 1st brother and some of his friends made a suprise party fer my 1st brother's gurl , kak nana...i'll also upload the pixies...as fer now i wanna sleep...so just wait and see the pixies olrite...peace outz...muakz

2004-09-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...didn't post fer a very long tyme ya..hehe been bz la...i'm also lazy too update..hehe fer the past week , everything's good...on the sunday , 05/09/04 , its my 2nd brother's engagement...hehe my house was full of peeps...the mak cik kepo la...haha biase la...so loud la their voices..everything went well..then after that, all like normal..oh ya, my room have turned into pink..hehe check out the pixies ya...i'll be going to my company's chalet on tuesday and come back on thursday...gonna fag there...yes!! on thursday its kak nana's b'day...gonna meet up with her friends..its a suprise b'day..hehe ok la peeps i wanna go watch tv... c ya..muakz

me and my 2 sisters...all in pink...hehe *winkz*

2004-08-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...really slack la lately...so lazy wanna type what happened..actually like pernormal...werk and more werk...no more apy in ma life...FREE...hehe i just stayed at home this 2 days off...and tomorow and monday i'm off to werk..dee, i'm not sure if i'm goin to school on tuesday...bz la wanna prepare fer ma bro's engagement...so, if i didn't turn up, krm slm semue je la k...hehe k la that's all i guess...i'll upload some pixies but i must find the pixies first...i wonder where i put them...hehe ok la...muakz

2004-08-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

hello ma dear peeps...haven't been updating...tired la...me everytime tired...its raining heavily here....omg feel like sleeping seh...but too bad today i'm werking...this 3 days off i didn't do anything...just chill at home and talk on the phone with ma darling APY...hehe he's so sweet....never met him before but have been talking with him on the phone for about a month now....hehe dunno when to meet him la....i call him'GEMOK' he call me 'CICAK'...so, "gemok, bile nak jumpe cicak?" hehe k la gemok, if u read this msg, kol me ok....later i wanna bath and then wanna sleep for a while...kol tau...ok la that's it...bubbye love u all....muakz

2004-08-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...didn't post for few days...have been werking fer 3 days then friday i didn't went out cause KENE BUEH....was suppose to meet apy but end up sleeping cause he didn't kol me...hmmm then sleep at around 2+am cause tok to apy...then on saturday woke up at 5+am and bath then went out..went to tanjong pinang with ma family and some other people la..i didn't enjoy maself actually...cause the OLD people wanted to buy their stuff only..and i didn't have the chance to buy anything...waste of tyme going there...after showing off ma angry face then they let me go shopping...and only fer 1 hrs..but they shop from 11+ till 2+...bingit kan...then at 4 we went back to the hotel..rest...btw something happened there...me,kak eva(ris'qi's mom) and ma dad were sitting outside the medicine shop..we were aiting fer ma mom and ma aunt..ris'qi were playing then suddenly he jumped to his mom and cry "mama...takot...takot" then his mom asked y then he kept crying..then kak eva saw 'kakak' was standing behind her looking at ris'qi...kak eva told me and ma 'bulu roma' is standing...mcm siak seh....then we asked ma mom to walk from there....anjat baby..luckily that thing didn't follow us seh...hehe k la that's all...muakz

2004-08-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...so, hows ur national day?? mine was normal...watched the parade at home with ma famly then watched s'pore idol...crap siak...but some can really sing ya..can't wait for mimi and fozi to sing..hehe me and ma sis laugh like hell..hehe after that we watched this movie called 'LAMAN MAUT'..its a mistery story like that..me and ma sis were shouting...hehe siao..yesterday i faught with apy...bodoh eh...he don't want to give me face and i also don't want to give face...then fight...like stupid siak...then ok already then we chatted on the fone...u guys imagine la meeting ur stead one a month..BORING...like wat sak...arrgghh don't know ah...can't wait to go werk today..wanna see my WONDERFUL pixieS..HAHA won't be posting fer 3 days..ok la that's all...miz APY..hehe muakz

2004-08-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...long i didn't post..been busy lately...werking la...let me summarise abit..werking as usuall...guess wat?? i'm single again..just the old natalia here...hehe now, so many peminat..hehe haha wakaka...i dunno la wat to type anymore...all i know is today i'm on leave cause tomorow have this kenduri...tuesday then start werk...3 days werk...ok la...btw to everyone HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! bubbye muakz

2004-07-31T19:48:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...few days didn't post...just bz with werk...3 day werk lioa...so so ngantok...*lol*..then this two days off i'm not going out cause i'm just plain tired...then sunday and monday i'm werking...then 3 days off fer me..yahoo..enough of ma werk thingy...lets go back on ma life...i'm just so fed up with ma guy...wah don't know what to say anymore..arrggh...don't know la...no comments liao...i don't know actually what to do...short off money rite now OMG...just have to bare with it la...k la i wanna watch tv...bubbyez..muakz

2004-07-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

hello peeps..few days didn't post..lazy la..i'm not sure la what happened...but what i know i'm a little bit stress because off ma guy...he's like not caring about me..that makes me damm stress and till i have migrain which i can't stand till i cried at 1+am just now morning..i cannot la think too much if not... my head gonna expload..have to stand the pain la later at werk...then most probably next month i'm goin for an x-ray to check weather there's anything in ma stomach...not baby eh..hehe (evil laugh) takot la baby..i'm scared if there's anything inside then i have to go for an operation...i tak nak...H.E.L.P i don't know la..i don't want to think much la..today i'm werking...later buat malu je if i cry at werk..hehe ok la..i wanna go get dress...update more..but after three days la...i'm werking till thurday..ok la..chaoz..muakz

2004-07-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

hello peeps..today was fantastic..me went out with dear..we go beach rd cause he wanna make his name tag fer werk la...then we go eat la..he go and order so many food and we ended up not finishing it up..and now i'm just still full seh..first tyme..hehe there's always a first tyme..hehe haha we took a lot of pixies seh..nice u know..hehe bangge seh..after eating, we did some more window shopping..then we proceed to WM to survey on his cousin's present..confirm wat to buy..hehe the went home at around 7 then me and kak nana bake a chocolate cake...it was delicious..u guys should try it...fabulous..hehe i think i'll update the pixies...k la i wanna smoke then i wanna zzzz...hehe k la gd nytez world...muakz

2004-07-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...guess what?? me and dear ok already...hmmm he wanna meet me tomorow but i've already promise kak nana and czry(nana) that i'm going go out with them...what should i do??omg plz help me...H.E.L.P maybe i just continue with ma plan la...its a long tyme since i last went out with then...i'm goin to meet him on 31st rite...goin to his cousin's b'day party...i just tell him like that la..hehe hope he would understand...hmm after this i don't know what i'm going to do..he's sleeping and later i'm gonna wake him up cause he's goin to werk..me alone la later at home..so hope he will call me...just hoping but don't know weather he will or not...hmmm...its so good to be in love and its so fuking stress to be in love..get it?? hope u do...k la i wanna eat and then watch cite PONTIANAK...alone..hehe ok la gd nyte worldz..muakz <",

2004-07-21T07:11:00.000+08:00

hello peeps..didn't post fer quite a longtyme ya..hehe k la let me summarise what happened...
17/07
went to tanjong pinang today...woke up at 5am..actually wanna go out at 5.30am but ended up going out at 6+am..all because of me..hehe haha..the ferry was at 9.20am seh..then want to go oyt at 5.30m fer what?!! its was great there...i bought i suit of pink kain fer me and ma dear...and this year ma house will be in pink..hehecame back at 9+ and reach home at 10pm...enjoyed seh..then reach home and sleep...that's all
18/07
today got religious class...so lazy seh wanna go...then find out the uztaz change...this new uztaz was so lame....u guys would agree with me if u were there...i just came fer this lesson then he wanna ask me so many questions seh...as if i was there from the beginning of the lesson...otak die ah!! then went home and dress up fer werk...
19/07
can't remember what happened...but all i know is that i'm werking..that's all...
20/07
today eh?? terrible la.. came back from werk then sleep first..then wake dear up at 2pm then i surf the net la..what else...hehe then go and check me AM id la..then check his id and all his comments...wow!! mind blowing siao...i was so the fucked up...then massege him in a sarcastic way and i didn't pick up his 10 missed calls...whatever...anybody would be fucked up..then i picked up his call at around9+-10pm like that...didn't talk uch la...then put down cause he was crying i think to the music 'ku cari damai di hati'...whatever...till that tyme, i couldn't sleep la...dunno know la why...and now i'm awake early in the morning...arrgghh i dunno what to do...just wanna tell him 'i don't wanna know , if u're playing me keep it on the low , cause ma heart can't take it anymore , and if u're creeping please don't let it show , oh baby i don't wanna know' ok la peeps that's all...i'll update more in the afternoon...bubbyez..muakz

2004-07-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...me just came back from johore with dear, my mom and ris'qi...hehe we go there just to take my mom's baju kurung that she made...so nice seh cause its sari clothing..after that, we went to city square..just walk around...then go larkin to buy food...then took some pixies with dear..hehe nice tau...his digicam is only filled with ma photos..hehe haha...whoever digicam will be filled with ma photos...hehe k la i wanna bath then i wanna sleep...btw, tomorow i'm goin to tanjong pinang...so dear, sori i can't go to your untie's house ler..i think he's on the way home la..k la don't forget to call me okie dear..that's it fer today...going off at 5.30am tomorow and be back at 8+pm...bubbyez..muakz

2004-07-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...i'm just chillin around ma house...don't know what to do...hmmm chatting with dear...boring seh..no interestinng shows...gonna werk 3 days...fuh...confirm penat gilernye...i'm sleepy but i couldn't sleep seh..don't know why..mayb i just miz ma dear so much..hehe *lol* by, do u mis me?? hehe can't wait to its friday so that i can meet him...he ask me to go to his house seh...wow!! i'm so shy u know...i'm a shy person when it comes to meeting someone's family...hehe *evil laugh* mcm mane eh..any tips anyone?? malu la baby...wakaka i don't know what to type...so i'm talking crap now...i know it..hehe k la wanna rest fer awhile before going to werk...bubbyez...muakz

2004-07-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

helo peeps...didn't post fer a few days ya..hehe lazy la..2 days werking and then 2 days off and then 3 days werking followed by 2 days off..heheon friday, my day was ok but on saturday, it was so so bored cause wira didn't came...i'm alone...so so so bored...till i have the headache..haiyoh...then today just sleep the whole day...2morow, hmmm i don't know..hehe so peeps, how's ma new skin?? hehe thankz to dee...k la i wanna sleep...bubbyez...muakz

2004-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

hello...few days didn't post...bz la...hehe tired la wanna post..these few days was good la..went out with darling just now..we went to watch spiderman 2..hehe...the show was nice la...superb...that's all i can say...me dear ma bro and ma neighbour go and watch...all 4 seat at the director's seats...total $50...wow!! i don't know how much i spent today...but i know its over $100..hehe...then after watch movie walk around WM and then go chill at ma place..then around 8+ dear went home...i'm so frustrated when i watch cinta bollywood just now...ARRGGHH!! CERITA TAK HABIS... AARRGGGHHH!!! i felt like crying seh...:( maybe there's gonna be cinta bollywood 3...frust tongek aku...then now i'm here waiting fer dear's kol...hehe k la that's all...bubbyez..muakz

2004-06-29T11:09:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...few days never post ya..hehe tired la...too tired to post...let me summarise wat happened..friday and saturday i'm werking...all went like pernormal la...nothing much to write...
SUNDAY
its ma brother's day today...he going to be engaged..since me and ma mom came back from werk, we didn't sleep say...we prepare the things fer ma brother...i'm soo soo sleepy...haiyoh nvm la abang nye pasal..hehe actually the engagement ceremonywas suposed to ba a little one but when we reached there, theres so many peeps liao...haiyoh...hehe ma sis was so beautiful...go check up the pixies i upload..then when we reached home, the kids stayed at home and the parent all go to ma 2nd bro's gurl house to talk about their engagement ceremony which will be held on 05/09/04...lame siao...then the kids watched tv and i was supposed to watch to but in the end i was sleeping...so sleepy till i can't open ma eyes...hehe

MONDAY
today at 11am, went out with kak nana to JP...she went to develop her engagement photos...till 163 pixies sey..hehethen we went eat...after that we went to Jurong east to meet haidir...hehe our first date and it is like we've been out a long tyme...after meeting him, ma sis went to werk and we are off to yio chu kang to renew his lisen...its so hot and both of us wore black long sleeves...hehe like stupid monkwy..hehe haha after that we went to town cause i wanna buy something fer ma dad's b'day...went far east first and we spend about 1hrs+ just to walk around the whole shopping center and+to+
eat...never in ma whole life i found a guy like him...he bought fer me a skirt and we bought a pink shirt..same2...just fer one day he spent $100+ just fer himself...can u believe...after that took pic...then went to beach rd and did more shopping..hehe then went hm took cab cause ma legs were tired...hehe then came home talk on the phone with him then sleep...

that's all...i'll update if i have the tyme...hmmm 3 days werking...k la bubbyez..muakz

2004-06-25T12:54:00.000+08:00

hello...good morning world!! i just woke up...hehe dear koled me just now...he also just woke up...he's gonna eat and bath and then he wanna go werk...i also later wanna eat and bath and then gonna werk...another 3 more days then ma 1st brother gonna be enganged...k la i wanna go eat...later wanna wait fer dear's kol...hehe if i got the tyme i'll update more..bubbyez..muakz

2004-06-25T07:10:00.000+08:00

2004-06-25T07:07:00.000+08:00

N	Natural
A	Appreciative
S	Spiritual
R	Radical
I	Insane
A	Astounding
H	Haunting

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

2004-06-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...didn't post yesterday...nothink actually happened la...its just that yesterday i went out with ma mom to buy chocolates for ma sis hantaran...nothink happened much...today its a special day fer me...i'm attached with....jeng jeng jeng...budak AM...hehe he's a kind guy la and ehem...(good-looking) i'll upload his pixies la later...on monday i'm going out with him to buy fer ma dad his b'day present...hehe...excited la...ma dear, if u're reding this, i just wanna tel u that i love u and muakz...k la i wanna slip...bubbyez ;)

2004-06-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...few days didn't post cause bz werking...and later 3 days off...now i'm tiding up ma bedroom...gonna paint ma room pink...wanna know something, ma 1st brother gonne go minang ma sis this coming sunday...i'm so happy...next year they are goning to ge married..hehe i'm so excited..then ma 2nd brother is going to be enganged with ma 2nd sis...hehe then in the year 2006 they will get married...in 4 years time its gonna be me..

just now i went out with ma 2nd sis to buy a big bear for ma 1st sis hantaran...so big..hehe then we took some pixies and bought skirt...ok la i wanna continue on ma werk...bubbyez...muakz

2004-06-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...just came back from sembawang...tired la 3 days of werking...very sleepy seh...yesterday was a very sian day..just imagine la its just because ma supervisor is jealous of me being very close with wira he scold me for the thing that i didn't do in front of others...so fucked up seh me yestreday...i don't like his fucking attitude like that...because of jealousy he do that to me...after that i complain to wira and he comfort me...hehe then he ask ma supervisor, ma super said that it was nothink...FUCK U la nothink...bingit u know...then after werk i came home and sleep till 7pm...hehe then went out with ma parents till now...later i wanna watch cinta bollywood...hehe last kopek...k la post tomorow...bubbyez...muakz

2004-06-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...i just came back from WM with ma mom la..i open a new line for maself which have free incomings...now i just makes call and little of the sms...werking already so no more things to sms la...calls more easy...then i bought a bag and me and ma mom bought some things at NTUC...and now i'm using sony errison Z600 for the tyme being...wanna save up ma money for about 3 month and then i wanna buy nokia 6230..hehe and later i'm gonna sleep...hehe gonna werk 3 days later la...fun la actually due to some reasons...only ma mom knows..hehe ok la wanna watch tv then sleep..nytez world...muakz

2004-06-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...i juz woke up from ma dreamland..if not now i'm still not awake but ris'qi disturb me...this two days werk was ok la..like usuall..on friday ma LA not around and saturday ma SUERVISOR not around...ok la one of them not around...then i'm the one who suffer by doing ma super's paper work...haiyoh...ok la...saturday i'm really , really sleepy...imagine la i fell asleep while checking reels...hehe luckily nobody saw...if not, malu siao...hehe k la i'm hungry and then most probably i wanna sleep la..hehe k la bubbyez..muakz

2004-06-11T09:08:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...i'm back in s'pore...tought of posting yestreday but i'm just too tired la...i really had fun at there...let me summarise what happened...
TUESDAY
we went out at 5+pm to go to City Square first...reached there at 6+ and we walked around...the place is looks like HMV in s'pore...i went shopping there...i bought two t-shirts, a pink cap and shoes...shopping, shopping and more shopping till wira came at around 7pm...walk around the mall with him and he bought me a big pink bear...hehe so nice of him...he said that he bought me that so taht i can sleep in the bus or hotel later...and i did..hehe then we bought the bus at around 10pm...then wira went home...
WEDNESDAY
reached genting at 5+ am...haiyoh so cold sey...can feel the cold just by alighting the bus...then we just chill around the place and waited to check in the hotel at 10am...so long rite...but the synary in there were very nice...there's so much things la...nice...then after checked at 10am,rested for a while, bathed and then we went to the theme park...really fun seh...hehe can't describe anymore...then at 3+, we went to KL to do MORE shopping...i bought so many levi's stuff...bought for maself, ma 1st bro, ma 1st sis, wira and czry...just imagine, ma RM500 gone by the wind...no change left...hehe i bought so many things till i didn't realise...we shop untill 9pm and go back to the hotel...then we rest for awhile and then we eat at Kenny Rogers...then went to sleep at 12+am...
THURSDAY
must wake up at 6+am...bath and then went to eat...we bought 5 bags and bring back aound 10 bags...hehe just imagine la...after eat, we went to the bus terminal to wait for our bus...while waiting, me, ma 2nd brother, ma 2nd sis and ma small brother took some pixies...then bought the bus and reached ma home sweet home at 6+pm...then rest at home...hehe must wait for ma 2nd sis to wash the pixies then i'll upload..okla i wanna bath and later i'm off to werk...if i have the tyme, i'll update more...bubbye muakz

2004-06-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...just woke up actually...later me and ma family are goin to KL for a 3 days holiday...but before i go, let me tell u a little bit about the past two days...past two days was ok la...not too bad...wira checked ic's with me...we had a little fight between us...nothing much la just some stupid thing...but yesterday we fight quiet badly la till wira burn his hand...stoopid monkey...after 10pm everything was back to normal...then check then ok la the whole day...and one more thing, ma girlfriend, ley keng, has resigned...so sad...ok la i'm going off later...take care u all...muakz

2004-06-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...juz came back from religious class...later i'm off to werk liao...so fucking sleepy cause i slept at 2+ am due to the fact that i watched harry porter at HBO....haiyoh..so sleepy seh...later in the bus i'll surely sleep...cannot stand sak...ok lor two days of werk and then i'm off to KL with ma family and frens...ok la i wanna dress up...c ya muakz......;)

2004-06-05T20:11:00.000+08:00

haiya peeps...just woke up actually...yesterday and today i'm not werking...yesterday i didn't post cause i'm too tired liao...yesterday i went out with czry and ... to watch movie...we watched drama queen...its so funny and nice to watch...after that, w chill behind WM...then at 8 we get moving...me and ... company czry first cause he is waiting for nabilah to go torn at Suntec...then me and ... go home...at home we fried this chedar fries and 'lepak' while watched tv...then i go sleep...so tired...then today i woke up, bath, wash cloth and fold cloth...then i sleep again..now i'm hungry and wanna eat...ok la that's it...bubbye muakx

2004-06-01T12:05:00.000+08:00

hello..just finish bathing...yesterday i slept at 1+ and touch up on ma henna (left hand)..then woke up at 5.30 to wake ma 1st brother up and then touch up the henna on ma right hand...ma intention was to sleep after that but i can't sleep...just lazed around till this tyme...i think if i can sleep, i'll sleep later and wake up at 5 to get ready for werk..so peeps, i'm not gonna post for three days olrite...can't wait to go to werk..hehe wanna meet up ma frens..ok la lazy la wanna write...muakz

2004-05-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

hello...didn't write for a few days ya...hehe actually lazy la wanna type...werk went well la...kak juliana went for an interview the other day at ma werkplace...we haven't know yet la she got the job or not...yesterday and today i off...and i'm back to werk tomorrow till thursday..hurray!! after three days werking, i'll off 2 days and werk 2 days and then go Genting three days with ma family and some frenz @ werk..can't wait la actually...hehe..ma body aches...czry went to KL already yesterday..hope he have fun there...ok la i'm hungry and tired...wanna rest...muakz

2004-05-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

hello.......i juz woke up...hehe sleepy la acually...didn't post for to days cause i'm werking...and, yahoo 3 days off..hehe but i'll miz ma frens dere..haiyoh...last two days was ok la but on sunday, it was a little bit boring for me cause ma chinese friend's not around...she so lazy to come...i'm so sleepy when she didn't come...but at least wira is there to keep me company...

yesterday was great...me and wira had a lot of fun..hehe he gave me something that can makes me remember him..hehe i love it...thankz wira...its fun when i talk to him...he's so romantic...aww...btw peeps, i'll upload the pixies of ma friend as soon as possible...ok la i wanna bath..hehe muakz

2004-05-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...didn't write for three days cause i'm werking...yesterday and today then i can rest at home...werk was ok la...makin lame makin tak penat pulak..hehe but when i reach home, i sleep at 8+ then wake up at 5 then eat and bath then go werk..hehe that's ma routine everyday...at werk not tired but at home, cannot open eyes..hehehave a lot of friends now at werk..but my best friend is only 2...one wira and ley keng...i got the feeling that wira likes me but i can only admire him as a true guy..i've never met a guy as special as him..he's so romantic and sincere..hehe how i wish there's a malay guy out there which is like him..hmm...pakal lah die indian kalau tak......:p if one of them is not around, ma life is so boring there...thank god there's someone to accompany me there...everytime go smoke with either one..very fun...every time wira sits infront of me and then look deep into ma eyes..hehe malu tau..but we are just friends...CLOSE FRIENDS...he everytime sms me when he's on his way home but after johore kastam, we stop...hehe if anybody is gonna stead with him, i think that gurl will be fat because of laughing..he likes to joke with people...i can't be angry with him cause he will make jokes when i stop talking to him...feel uneasy when didn't talk to him..hehe then ley keng also likes to make jokes..we talk alot la when we are doing our job...like to gossip about this gurl...hehe fun ar...sometimes i feel as if i rather werk than staying at home..hehe

then yesterday i went to johore with ma mom at around 12...alept at 9 and woke up at 12 and then went out...haiyoh only 3 hrs of sleeping after 12 hrs of werking..hehe fisrt stop we went to bumiputra bank to deposit some money...next we went to ma mom's friend's house..then went to angsana to colour ma hair..hehe now i have new look..hehe ris'qi also has a new look...bold head..hehe like toyol...i'll upload the pixies la...after that went shopping a little then went to larkin...bought vcds then went home..reach home at about 10+...then bath eat and slept at 12+...today, not goin out cause too tired..karaoke just now and wanna sleep for a while later..ok la that's it...bubbye..muakz

2004-05-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

hiya...today is ma mom's b'say and we went to eat at habib restaurant...hehe i'm full man...see the pixies at the liks down there...ma day was great..but i'm sick la...since last three days...haiyoh...so tired la..k la just see the pixies down there all rite

the three gurls..hehe

2004-05-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...three days off...yesterday i went out with czry to buy for ma mom her b'day present that is on Monday,17/05...wanted to buy it early cause after today, i'm not that free...i went out buying for ma mom thing but SOME PEOPLE thought that i go out with cary just for fun..haha...ASK 1st ok...don't be rude ok gurl...at least i ask u...yesterday u fucked me upside down on msn but why when u koled me just now, u just kept quiet..hmmm y?just don't know what to say animore...staying home all day today...taking care of ma loverboy,tis'qi...ok that's all...*muakz*

2004-05-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...just woke up..hehe so tired seh...still sleepy but don't want to sleep la...like pig seh...hehe...let me summarise what happened...actually ma day was ok la...like pernormal the way things go..had fun with ma fren...like ley keng, wira and the others...i'm very close with ley keng and wira...wira is a very funny guy...and ley keng is actually a backstebber but not to me...hehe wira will always asked me whether i wanna go out for a drink..hehe so nice of him..ok la that's it...i'm lazy to type...bubby muakz

2004-05-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

hai...2 days off and rest...yesterday i was supposed to wake up at 2pm but ended up i woke up at 6pm..hehe so tired seh...

today, me,dee,ili and suzi went to marina square to watch kreatif ria..it was fun ah...the dj said that the show start at 12 but it start at 1.30...walau...so long sak..watched the silveratis dance..wow!! they were fantastic...czry danced well...hehe...the only thing that i can say about him is that they were SUPERB...after the dance, we went to town and eat...then we took some neoprints...hehe nice pics...uploading later... after going town then i went to pondok and meet czry...we chilled and i went home at around 10+...and now i'm writing this post..hehe so tired...bubbye..muakz

2004-05-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

hiya...today and yesterday not werking..yesterday i slept at 12+ cause me and ma family watched tgis new hindustand movie...nice movie...yesterday went out just for a while..gotten ma pay...look how much did i spent:
omose pants-$39
trauma vcd-$12.90
cardigen-$11
ate-$7
TOTAL=$69.90

HEHE....i don't know how much ma money are left..didn't go out today...stayed at home and watch more movies i guess..k la that's all..muakz

2004-05-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

hello...just finish eating and later i wanna bath and proceed to werk..on thursday when i went out with ma sis and czry, it was great actually...met czry first at WM toilet and then we proceed to outram mrt to meet ma sis..she asked us to be there at 3.05pm but she reached outram control station at 3.45pm...hehe JM biase la..then we proceed to som court to meet ma sis's best friend..me and czry waiting for her for so long outside...after that we went to burger king and eat...after that we meet kak shidah and then me and czry went to shelter to see their dance..it was great la actually...then me and czry chilled at pondok and then went home...reached home at abt 9+ and thenplayed with ris'qi and then sleep...
yesterday, werking...ok la...not so many werk...then today is a public holiday...if i didn't go, there's no pay...if go it's doule pay...hehe must go...(money face)k la that's all...lazy to type...later wanna bath..bubbye..muakz

2004-04-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

haiya...long tyme didn't post..hehe how's ma new blog? ok or not...ma life now ok la...at ma werk place, i am so called the popular malay gurl and the youngest malay gurl there..hehe can't stand wen people always asked about me...no freedom also...wanna smoke, i must hide one corner if not somebody will tell ma mom if they saw me...ma mom don't care actually but she didn't let me smoke infront of people...hehe k la that's all..i'm goin to town later...to be continued...

2004-04-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps..today i had a great fun...ma frens, dee,azzy, ili,julie,jana and nad, came ove to my house and we karaoke all day..hehe fun u know..i recorded their act..hehe after that i send them to a block then i went home..reach home and sleep 4 about 2 hours and then i ate and bath..and i now i'm sitting here and writing ma post before i go to werk later...i have to keep this short..k la to ma frens, i really had a great fun and if you guys want, come to ma house again one day ok..ok that's all..i'm signing off..muakz

2004-04-01T20:00:00.000+08:00

hiya..me just came beck from werk..haiyoh..so tired u know...for about 11hr i just sit there..bored u know..then on break times i sit alone but i didn't eat..heheno fren..k la..can't type...too tired..signing off..muakz

2004-03-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

hiya...it's been a few days i didn't post...let me summarise...last two days, i went out with ma sis to go for an x-ray at somerset...after about 1 hour+, then we go out from that place...after that, we went to far east cause ma sis want to buy a potrait for ma bro's b'day...after that we meet kak shida and went to her place at yew tee...we chilled at there and at around 7+ czry came down and we chilled till 9+..then we went home..yesterday, i went to school with halin, rod, ris'qi and alin's guy to take my year book..so pretty got my face..hehe (perasaan)..after going to school me, rod and ris'qi chilled at 221 whlie waiting for czry..someone is jealous cause i didn't talk to him too much..hehe...then today i just came back from jp with my sis and czry...reach there and eat at banquet..after that we are so full that we could hardly walk..after that chilled at coffee bean and then we meet kak shidah at jurong east and went to her place..at there we dance and dance..hehe i dance with czry and we pretend that we are in the club, dancing..hehe it was so fun...haiz..tomorow i'm starting werk and i'm gonna have some rest..hehe very tired...k la that's all..i'm signing off..muakz

2004-03-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

haloo...nothing interesting happened..at last i went to the clinic cause i can't stand the pain that's been in my head for a week...feel like crying boo hoo...pain seh...then yesterday my mom persuaded me to go to the clinic and so i did...got migrane actually and that kepo ris'qi also act like he got headache...hehe siao boy..everything people do he want to follow..that's why i didn't feel lonely when i'm at home..he keeps me company at home..hehe :)
then now the headeche is gone...no more pain..hehe good and later can go to werk on thursday...k la that's it..i'm signing off..muakz

2004-03-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

i juz came back from my werk place..alhamdulilah i got the job...hehe so happy u know...at last i can be independant again by werking...can go shopping by the end of the month...i will be starting werk by 1 april..i werk in the night shift but only on my first day, i will be on the morning shift...so guys, when i start werking, u guys will see the less of me...hehe...after me and my mum go to the werk place, we went to ICA building to renew the picture of my passport then after that we meet my dad and went to eat at beach rd..after eating, my parents follow me to see the things that are there and my mom bought 4 me a pair of pink slippers and a pink t-shirt...hehe then we went home...k la that's it...i'm signing off..muakz

2004-03-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last post...nothink interesting lately just that tok with someone on the phone..hehe i just don't know why the person that i love tend to hurt me alot...it just make me not to have a relationship anymore since i've been hurt so badly by shazry...i can't bear to be hurt again..plz la...i think if i'm hurt, i will start my nonesence back...

Dee i did said that i forgive u...its just that i don't want u to be like czry...now he's(he? hehe) become a different person just because of that bitch...i don't want any of my favourite person like the bummers or anybody that's close to me to change like czry did...i don't wanna be hurt again...and i've said it and i'll said it again...I'VE ALREADY FORGIVE YOU OK...

Hmm...when will my misery end...btw i'm going to my werk place tomorow...wish me luck u guys...maybe when i started werk, my misery will end...well, i'm signing off...muakz :(

2004-03-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

today just a normal day 4 me...me friends have gone back to skool and left me alone from morning till afternoon..hmm...boring sey dunno wat to do..but i still sms dee and disturb her..hehe so bored...but today i did my chores before i turn on the computer..amazing..hehe waited 4 my friends to come back and then chatted with them till now...that's all la..i'm signing off..bubbye muakz

2004-03-21T17:04:00.000+08:00

today, ok la...same old thing...chat chat chat...then nana kol dee and ask whether i kol dee or not...i thought she wanna search 4 me or something...but nvm la don't wanna talk about it...my heart pain ah just thinking about it...then just chat and watched tv...that's all...i'm signing off

2004-03-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

today ok la...not so boring...chat with dee 4 a while...then i was suppose to my chores but i was stopped by this hindustand movie entitle RAAZ...its a horror movie actually...very scary sey...watched untill 7pm...then eat the bonesticks that my dad bought and then do my chores...i'm so full sey...after doing my chores, surf the net and chat...still chatting ah now...k la i'm signing off...muakx

2004-03-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

today ok lah...got up bath then switched on the computer and chat with dee...then chat chat chat je...after that karaoke with my brother...then i met my sis and we went to kak shidah's house...lepak2...then we dance like hell...had fun...sofunny sak when kak shidah dance...like crazy gurl like that..after that me and my sis come back to my house and we continue dancing...best tau...hehe then bath and switch on and chat...now chatting la...later i want to sleep...still sick ah..but nvm...k la i'm signing off...muakx

2004-03-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

haloo...just finish bathing...i'm still sick seh...its been a few days already...later then i'm going to the clinic...yesterday i didn't write cause there's nothing interesting to write about...but one thing, i didn't contact czry the whole day...and today is going to be the same..lazy la want to stay in contact with the person who dun care about me...now, i'm chatting with dee...k lah that's it...

2004-03-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

today, i feel so restless..i have a fever and flue...feel so so so restless...like cannot walk like that..i want to slip but cannot slip...don't know y lah..surf the net...chat..waiting 4 that someone to reply..so long sak later she log on again saying that she 4 got to off the computer and just go to skool cause she was late..serve her rite..haha...i can hardly open my eyes...but couldn't sleep..y eh? i also donno..hehe..k lah i canot type anymore...so tired..so i'm signing off...muakz

2004-03-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

hiya...didn't rite yesterday cause i'm too tired...let me summarise

yesterday i wake up in the morning cause i need to go to bukit batok central aand help out there...but wen i reached there, there's nothing to help so i just took care of the kids..wah...so tired looking after them..especially ris'qi..such a cheeky boy...just 1 year 3 months old...u can see his pic down there...so cute rite..feels like his really part of my family..he is so close to me..after taking care of them, my father came and fetch us home..ris'qi too...before going hm, me, my little bro, my dad and ris'qi went to WM to buy 4 my 2nd brother a present..it's his b'day 2day..wen we reached there, i saw somebody un expectedly..i saw czry, his dad, his bro and ijal...wow!! excited la got to meet him..hehe then went home after that...called czry and chat with the guys 4 a while then slip..

Today, i went to interview at my mom's work place...at a factory..its better than nothing rite...better than sit at home doing nothink...i don't know lah weather i got the job or not...this friday then i know..after the interview, we went home and just rest lah...took ris'qi and just watch tv and i surf the net..kak nana said that she wanna come to my house but i wait 4 her till i fall a sleep..today i feel like i'm gonna have a fever ...i'm so tired...waiting 4 somebody to come home from EC...boring u know...k lah..just wait...i'm signing off..muakz

2004-03-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

today everything went well..didn't go to my religious class but met czry and deedee instead..we chilled at bb,221...its been a long tyme i didn't go there...miss that place and the fun memories that we (innuelle ians) had...its fun when i think of it...felt like turning back the tyme..hehe then at 4+ i make the move and both them send me to the bustop...then came home at do my chores...that's 4 today...i'm signing off...mmmuuuakx

2004-03-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

hiya...its been a few days i didn't post..hmm...no tyme lah
yesterday i went to Melacca 2 shop..i did shop quite a lot ah..most of them are teddy bears..yes i love soft and cuddly teddies..so cute...had fun lah at there...relax my mind with some problems...didn't msg somebody when i want to go...hehe..she ask czry when am i coming back..hehe so funny..i also dunno why i'm so mad at her..hehe haha...

2004-03-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

hiya...didn't surf the net today...i went out just now...i went to school, take my N level certificate and meet up my friends..it seems like they are very excited to see me..hehe don't know lah whether is it true or not..while me, rod and shazry were chilling at the stairs, that BITCH and company walk pass ur...Shazry was freaked out...i just don't how to explain how she reacted...only rod knows...
I didn't look at at that BITCH'S face at all..i don't like to see her face...i taught that today my day will go fine, without fighting with shazry..but it happened unexpectately..can't that BITCH get out of my life...don't disturb me...it's been 5 years i knew her and since we met she gave me all sort of problems...AARRGGGH!!
i'm just fucking stress u know...she just ruin my whole day...FUCK U SHAZWANEE!!!!!
after taking my cert. i didn't talk to Shazry when we were on our way to the bustop..i'm pissed ok with her attitude of playing with my heart for 2 years...From 070302 till NOW she's still with that BITCH although she knew that i hate her so damm fucking much...i don't know wat more i can do...at the bustop, i just force myself to talk to her although i'm still angry...i'm actually not like that..only some of the peeps knew my attitude..
ARGGH!! Can somebody ask that BITCH to read my webby...so that she knows how much i hate her...that's all lah...dun want to type anymore...i'm signing off...

2004-03-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...its been 2 days i didn't go out..didn't sms my friends 4 this 2 days but just wait 4 them to come back and chat with me..its only them who can accompany me...btw yesterday, i faught with dee²..hehe come to think of it, its really funny u know..hehe rite dee²..actually 2day i'm going to school and take my certificate but shazry couldn't make it..so going tommorow then..so guys, i'll meet u 2morow okie...signing off

2004-03-09T14:21:00.000+08:00

i don't know wat to do at home..my friends have not yet return from skool..so bored u know..no one to talk to..i really miz someone who is really close to me..Czrylia..some of u guys out there would know wat i mean..especially dee-dee..she knows everything..but its because of that BITCH in skool, i can't be close with her..she thinks wat?? she owes him or wat...i want things to be back to normal between me and him..i want that BITCH to get away from me and my friends..feel like killing her..HATE her so much u know..I want her to see my blog when its done..i want her to know how much i hate her face, her everything...that's it i'm out of here...muakz

2004-03-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps...did u guys miss me?? i miss all my friends down at yiss..its been a long since i met them..i dunno wat to do with my life?? how i wish i could be free like last tyme..hmm...actually my fault also lah.. having the friends and STUPID boyfriend..now i'm miserable..i learn my lesson..oklah..i'm tired actually..just came back with my sis and the others..how i wish to go back to skool..k lah this is it 4 now..bubbye..muakx

2004-03-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

nas...mane awk?????????????halo....anione here??????hehe...juz testin

2004-03-08T17:56:00.000+08:00

hai....dee-dee...juz testin